Update On Broken

I feel hurt, used and abandoned.  I did not do anything wrong. Why didn't he lose his job. How can I look at someone and want to kill them, when i am their caregiver.They took it all, I have nothing left. This is my voice, this is my hurt, this is my heart which is broken. How do I fix it.  I want them to hurt and to feel my pain. I don't know if I will ever be a nurse again. <script type="text/javascript"><!--
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