Fired, Fat, and Fifty Update

Well today I start a new job, I had to go buy some scrubs, went from an xsmall to a medium, I feel like such a pig. But I haven't been able to get the weight off. I guess the stress of my mom, my father-in-law and my brother in-laws deaths, has just been too much. And on top of that I was fired!! Lets not get into that today, because it is a new day, a new start, a beginning, time to start a new chapter in life. I still miss you Mom really bad, but I know you would want me to be strong, and don't worry I will do my best to take care of little brother. I have always looked out for him, you wanted me too. Hope today goes well, I really need a GPS I am not well travelled and directions just go way over my head. I have found in life you have to do the hard, there are no easy things, and when you look back on the hard things, you say Thank God, I dont have to look at that "Pig", the one that fired me! She will get hers one day I promise.